haha... today, its Esvarans Birthday...

today, going to school was practically useless... almost all my teachers were absent...

after school... played basketball for 3 hours... haha i so owned at every basketball match... especially the one against Devnath... they bully me... gave me all the sec 1s... haha but the score was like 40-5... lol... haha alwin came to play too... it was because of him that they managed to get aa score of 5... otherwise it would have remained as 40-1... xD xD...

haha... today in school, i did not go back for lessons at all... because of duty... lol

after school, went to Kovan pizza hut with my friends to celebrate Esvarans birthday... and funny Ee Rong came along...

i really got nth to say about today... Sundays are the most boring days of my life... just that at night... i was really feeling so fucked up and sad... after reading something... but i cant do anything and its the part that hurts the most

woah... today close shave... Teacher almost called my parents... good thing i had a good excuse

for Devnath and Aaron... i tried my best...

haha today... went back to school for PA duty for SASMB POP...

played soccer with the PA members and i scored every single goal for my team... i was happy to see the sec 1s work together so well... keep it up...

today... school was alright... haha i'm confident of getting full marks for my physics test...

was supposed to go to NYP open house with my friends but had some last minute fucked up PA duty... so i stayed back for it... haha it just shows how committed i am... lol

today... i went to school feeling so fucked up... had no mood to do anything...

adding to it... i had a chinese test after school which i only knew of today... my mind was blocked but i think i'll pass it... xD

haha today my maid came back from her hometown... but i got used to doing housework... so its useless having my maid again...

haha today was quite ok lor... started the day off well...

my chemistry titration results was within the range... haha happy...

after school... i had an official meeting with my sec 1s... and i have to admit... they are fucked up... well, not all but some... than had PA duty after that... they offered uss food but it looked like shit... so skipped it...

when will the 'dao' period ever come to an end...

today was an exciting day for me... it was the day where i met all my CCA new sec 1 members... they were weird... haha perhaps they were just shy... well... this could have been one of the largest receuit we had... 8 for the P.A. club... thats alot...

and today... i was so damn pissed with devnath that i made him look like a fool... devnath... learn your lesson...

all in all... i still miss someone xD xD... lol

today... school was alittle better... suppose to go for CME but skipped it for 'PA duty' with esvaran and Ee rong...

after school... went for extra chem lesson which was so useles... just do worksheets...

after that was when all the action took place... went to seould garden with a bunch of friends... wah eat until damn full sia... poor something bad really happened to devnath... haha its was bloody funny... sry nutzz...

but all in all... i still felt weird with you ignoring me... i hope it'll be over soon =)

although today was a sunday... it was a sad day... well, for me that is... on saturay... everthing that happened... i wanted it all to just be a dream... but it turned out to be reality... i'm heartbroken... we really ended it yesterday... i was worrying about someone the whole day... it was devastating... but thank god i had a good brother, Anthony to help me... thanks alot bro

today could very well be the saddest day of my life... i went to visit my ex-tuition teacher... he was in hospital after a heart surgery... i felt so sad... and today.. will be the day i never forget... i lost a really good friend... how i wish all these was just a dream... =)

today school was boring... but after that, we all went to attend Ngee Ann poly's open house... it was ok lor... but thanks to Deon, we walked through the whole of King Albert Park... lol

but today... i'm so fucking sad... i made someone angry... ****** *** i'm really sorry but i meant what i said... really

today... my birthday... lol...


didnt expect so many people to remember...

went back to class, my classmates sang birthday song... after that... my good friends smsed me all at the same time... got greeted at 12.06am by someone special also --> ****** ***...

but my day wasnt very good though...

went out for dinner... woah expensive man...

and i'll be getting a phone convo as a birthday present... special ah?

today wasnt exactly a very good day... in fact... it sucked...


i went for piano lessons... but i played like fuck... it was like shit... because something else was on my mind... i was thinking of someone... lol... ****** ***

today, school was boring...

after school, i went for remedial which i wasnt supposed to go for... saw suria there... he asked a stupid question and got scolded by Koh Yong Mong... lol... in class, Devnath was boasting about his uncle's new car... than after that, i tried to play basketball with my injured leg... i WON every match that i played in despite my injured leg and hand... had fun...

than i stayed in school till about 6, doing my own work... first time i stayed in school doing work alone... but i managed to accomplish quite abit... quite happy...

today... argh school was so fucked up... so much work...

today, i thought i was in Geog rememdial but i'm not...

was practically smsing ****** *** for the whole day...

today was a very happy day for me...

i went for violin lessons and got selected to lead a group of 4 for an art exhibition...

and today, bought myself a new watch... a GUESS man's limited edition collectors item at $475... lol

today, had to go back to school... wasted my saturdays just like that... Haiz

went to school at 10 for extra Chem lessons... was supposed to be 10-12 but the teacher finished everything at 11, so we were dismissed early... went to play basketball in with an injured leg with devnath, aaron, mia sim, Nicholas Tan and David... haha i was like the star played despite my leg injury... we were like thrashing them... first round, me me and aaron thrashed devnath and Nicholas Tan... the score was like 15-3... anyway, i won every basketball match i played today... lol

after that, went home, studied for awhilw than went back to school at 3 for P.a. duty... Ren yuan, Ee rong and Esvaran was there... played basketball with ee rong than Ren Yuan was playing my PSP... esvaran was just slacking around... than i got a very bad cut on my hand while on duty... xD... ... lol... they all came my house after that for awhile than left after like 1.5 hours... and today, i'm so happy... ****** *** was like telling me everything she did for the day... it was as if i was somebody to her... lol... and i wont forget my promise in getting someone a dog... xD

today was a very tiring day in school... it was my school's CCA display and it was the first CCA display for my PA team in years... and we got quite a good response with 8 people signing up...

everything was so last minute, we printed everything last minute but it still went on smoothly...

and someone really sent me a message which really made my day...

after all that, i actually went back alr, but than esvaran forgot to pass me his NCC uniform, so went to mcdonalds to meet him, than stayed there and had talking session with es, suria, aaron, alwin, kenneth, ee rong, ee wei and pravin... than after went back home alr... haha didnt expect es to say ' thanks alot'...

haha wad a day

today, wasnt exactly a very nice day... but it all paid off at the end of it...

Suria was still angry with us... haiz, hope it will all be over soon...

after scool, we stayed in school to do p.a. 'inventory'... haha it was so fun, and i realised that when i'm high, i dont feel pain... i had cuts all over my hand, but i didnt notice it...

nothing really special about today, just that siva said that he will call the police for some weird matters... lol...

well, today wasnt exactly a very enjoyable day but it was still acceptable... lol...

went to marina square with Alwin, Esvara, Aaron, Edward, JB, Elliot, Ee rong... this time, we took the right bus but didnt know where to alight... so we were chased off the bus at the last stop... had no choice, but to take another bus to our destination...

at the last bus stop, we were like having the thrill of being surrounded by 100 over pegions... execpt for some people who was afraid... lol


than after that, me esvaran and ee rong rushed down to Toa Payoh because Ee rong had tuition, but he was still late for it... than me and Esvaran went to eat at long johns silvers...

wanted to cash in the cheque that we received from the school at OCBC bank but we were to tired... and headed straight home...

it was kinda sad today also... i smsed someone but i didnt get a reply for 16 hours and counting... argh... damn sad lor...

haha i know this entry is here a little late... that was because i didnt have the mood to blog than and i just remembered about that weird day... 16th December 2006... me, esvara, brendan and ren yuan was suppose to go for a church christmas party of mine...

haha but guess what, in the end, we didnt go and we ended up eating at Carls JR... we spent about an hour eating and laughing, and comparing who is the richer one...(obviously its esvaran)...

after all that eating and talking, we decided to go bowling or LAN, but we brendan and Ren Yuan did have enough money at that time, so we just decided to go to an arcade and just spend $5 there on the game called daytona.

The reason why this day is the day i probably wont forget, is because ESVARAN MADE US SIT ON A WRONG BUS FOR 3 HOURS ALTHOUGH WE KNEW IT WAS THE WRONG BUS AT THE START... what could have took on us only 30 mins, took us 3 HOURS... haha but it was fun, talking and laughing at nonsence on the bus..

we left the arcade at about 6.30 than after that, Esvaran followed me to go and collect a PS2 which someone was giving to me... but its just laying at home collecting dust... no interest for it... lol..

reached home at about 9... wah, so tired, but still, i went online to about 11 than went to bed... lol... 1 day i wont forget... =)

today was an important day to me... it was the day that i was getting my grade 7 violin results... haha i wont say the score but i got a DISTINCTION... it was so unexpected lor... but the credit all goes to someone who was encouraging me the day before my exams and giving me the confidence, again, i wont say who it was because it is something that means alot to me... this person even remembered it was the day that my results would be released... Awww, so touched lol xD... i hope you know who you are... and i just wanted to say, i appreciate it...

I really regretted doing what i did on 6th and 7th Jan 2007... i doubted someone who really wanted to be my friend... and i guess i really hurt that person bad... i really feel so sorry for doing that... i really hope that the person i doubted sees this and understand how remorseful i feel... Sorry ****** ***... i really hope you will forgive me... and this friendship really means alot to me...

just before new years day, it was a sunday... duh... i went to church in the morning and went for some really weird countdown party after that... than after that stayed over a suria's house... but just before i left the house, i made a new friend who is 1 year older than me... we exchanged numbers and we were like smsing through the night... and ya, i didnt sleep for 41 hours... haha, my eyes were like red and swollen. well, we didnt just slack in suria's house to rot, we went to walk round a cemetry behind suria's house... esvaran was like so scared la... actually suria also, they always made me walk infront... haha we left suria's house at about 8am on new's day to have our first breakfast of the day at mcdonalds... but the night was truly fun... we went to devaraj's house at about 2 and went to tear all his plants and made a mess outside his house... i even left someone's old shoe there... it was damn funny la... haha devaraj, you better not read this... well, i always remember this new year because it was the day that i made a really good friend... dont bother asking who it is, i will never tell